Have you ever found yourself ticking the box ‘I'm not a robot’? I found myself hovering over that very box, and a surge came through my body and slapped me on the chin, saying, ‘But you’re operating like one!’
Hmmm, thanks body….
This got me into deep reflection. I had been running around like a blue-arsed fly (do they actually exist?) and noticed that I had not been taking any time out for myself. I had gotten swept along with life and all the things in it that involve routine and organisation. Now, don’t get me wrong; I love a bit of structure, but there was something missing in this energetic spreadsheet, which was time for myself.
I could feel little irritations occurring, and my energy levels were slowing down, which resorted to random naps here and there. I was eating the easiest things out of the cupboard on the go, which had zero nutrition, and so the physical cycle continued: busy, tired, eat junk, repeat. I could feel some of my internal wiring starting to short circuit, and my needs were becoming a distant memory.
The biggest thing I was missing was being creative, which I cannot achieve when not in alignment.
I knew I was drifting off course as I had not written in a while. I love to write, as this fuels my creative expression, and always from the heart. For me, I cannot just slap a random post on social media to satisfy the algorithms. No sir. Instead, I wait for the creative wave to gather its momentum and then I go surfing. Which brings me here.
Where were we, ah yes robots.
It can be quite easy getting caught up in the robotic routine but I love how the signs bring me back into balance.
The signs are everywhere. I love getting divine messages and I thought I would share one in particular that explains why I have been a little quiet on here of late.
After ticking the ‘I'm not a robot’ box, the next thing to back this up was my car. I took my car for an MOT and it failed with a short circuit. Ha Ha. I found it quite amusing as my car tells me a lot about what’s going on physically for me. So, I took some time out. I booked a personal MOT.
My Own Time
For the past few months, I have been resting, recharging and spending time with friends, family and most importantly, my - self.
This has been a deeply transitional time for me by physically being in service to myself. I feel like my body is now catching up with me. I am now making friends with healthy food and exercise which I wasn’t a fan of, but hey…. I’m only human.
This brings me to my closing divine sign.
As I was completing a transaction on the internet, a box came up to tick which read ‘I am human’
I smiled.
All is well.